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The speed limit is somewhere around fifty-five—I’m going at least eighty. As the mountains fly through my peripherals in streaks of red, brown, and burnt-orange, my breath catches, and I find that I can’t bring myself to step on the brake. Cool autumn air blasts through the open windows, whipping my hair around my ears and eyes. I glance to the left at the river that runs alongside the road, taking hazardously long to stare as the afternoon light skips across its surface.
What a day to be alive, I tell myself, and for a brief moment I feel good. But the feeling doesn’t last, because at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter how fast I’m driving or how beautiful a day it is; there’s a weight on my shoulders I can’t escape. It presses down on my back, bending my shoulders and curving my spine until I can barely see over the steering wheel. I attempt to straighten, to lose myself in the beauty of the canyon. But nothing weighs heavier than regret.
Regret? I ask myself. Why? You did what you had to do.
“Then why do I feel like this?” I say aloud. “People are supposed to feel good when they’ve done the right thing.” So why do I feel like I’ve just made a massive mistake?
I squint at a sign that appears down the road: “Scenic Route.” My eyes flicker between the road ahead and the road that winds off into the trees. With no time to decide, I inhale sharply, then slam on the breaks and flick the blinker on. I swerve just in time to make the turn.
If the goal is to lose myself, I plan on doing it thoroughly.
What a day to be alive, I tell myself, and for a brief moment I feel good. But the feeling doesn’t last, because at the end of the day, it doesn’t really matter how fast I’m driving or how beautiful a day it is; there’s a weight on my shoulders I can’t escape. It presses down on my back, bending my shoulders and curving my spine until I can barely see over the steering wheel. I attempt to straighten, to lose myself in the beauty of the canyon. But nothing weighs heavier than regret.
Regret? I ask myself. Why? You did what you had to do.
“Then why do I feel like this?” I say aloud. “People are supposed to feel good when they’ve done the right thing.” So why do I feel like I’ve just made a massive mistake?
I squint at a sign that appears down the road: “Scenic Route.” My eyes flicker between the road ahead and the road that winds off into the trees. With no time to decide, I inhale sharply, then slam on the breaks and flick the blinker on. I swerve just in time to make the turn.
If the goal is to lose myself, I plan on doing it thoroughly.
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Never Fall Again
She thought that if you looked,
compared herself to any one of them,
you'd think that she'd be the rainy ending
given to a perfect day.
And when she swore that she'd never fall again,
she meant it.
It didn't feel like falling because she was numb,
she couldn't tell the difference between
a knife and a feather at this stage.
And the monsters,
they all lived in her eyes.
They didn't let her see,
they just reached out and pulled her eyes shut,
but when she wanted to close her eyes, they
pried them open and she had no choice.
She'd always been a silent one,
and she'd always sticked to that.
And the energy that rushed and rushed
through her,
wa
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A Moment
Place your hand over mine
Look me in the eye
Open my soul up and
Let it all unwind
Leave me dangling from a string
Wrapped around you, wrapped around my heart
Stretching, pulling,
Snapping
So what are you and I gonna do, my dear?
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Take the Risk, Don't Be Stuck Forever.
Stuck. I am stuck. Stuck in writing. Stuck in life. I am stuck. I want to write. I need to write. But I don't know what to write. What to write about. What to do. Where to go. Where do I go from here, what's the next step. I know what I want. So go get it. Not that simple. Why? Other people. Other people getting in my way. That's never stopped you. This time it is. Why? Because it's not up to me. Of course it is, it's your life. Not when it involves someone else's life too. Explain. No. Explain. You won't understand. Try. Make me. I'm not going to make you do anything. And why not, don't you understand that's half of what I want. You want me
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I've fled the scene--so to speak--many, many times. I like to jump in my car and drive off into the horizon as if I'm never coming back. Music is crucial. Thankfully I live in a town surrounded by gorgeous mountains that'll hide me from my problems when I need them to.
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That is really emotive. Perfectly written!